DAY ONE OF EOY WEEK
Okay, EOY week has officially begun. My mantra for surviving this week is to 'STAYPOSITIVE'. Freaking out over exams has not helped me in past instances, hence I shall not do it anymore. I'll just study as much as I can, and do as well as I can. The only person I need to satisfy, is MYSELF. And as long as I know I have done my best, I will not let myself down. I don't want to be disappointed with my results because of my lackluster effort. If I do badly, I just want to accept that I am a stupid person, and move on. Being stupid is better than being a slacker anyway.
Lit exam was okayyy today. Shan't say anything more than that. I think I answered the questions okay, don't think it was 'senseless rambling and wild speculation'. Hopefully not anyway! Got back my English FA today, and I did well! Yay, it was a really welcome kind of thing, cause I need to assure myself that I'm not complete shit, I'm still moderately good at something (the something which is hopefully going to be my future) just hoping that I did my compre okayly and I'll do well tomorrow, so I can get a 3.6/4.0 so I can take ELL in JC (Yes, I've decided. MEEL)
Sigh. Worried about some of my friends. Guys, chin up alright? I know its a tough week, and its really testing us and making us feel inadequate, but you have to believe in yourself! Believe that you have prepared all that you can, if you haven't, stay up all night and do it. It doesn't matter if you burn your midnight oil, its really the lastlast lap. You owe it to yourself to do well guys. We have come so far, and its the last leap. Not even a leap, more like a hop. After this we'll only have Math (then it'll be your turn to reassure me) and MT, piece of cake!
STOP being pressurized by all the crazy RI notes going around. I know they're all a lot to take in, and you shouldn't stress yourself out! Use them if you think they help you, if not rely on your own notes!
Have faith in yourself, I do! Special shoutout to AMIRAH (YOU ARE AWESOME PLEASE BELIEVE ME. YOU'LL WORK WONDERS TOMORROW) To everyone else: We have worked hard, you have ALL worked hard, and its time to put our work to the test.
WE CAN DO THIS.