Hm. I know I haven't posted in reallyyy long. Not properly anyway. But you can't blame me.
EOYS START TOMORROW!!!
Omg, I'm gonna have a panic attack just thinking about it nuuuuu. So scared, no words man. I really have to do well for this. My MYA marks were all shit. It was crap. Like comical 'omg what kind of shit mark is this?' kind of screwup. And I NEED to do well for this round of exams, because that's the only way I can maintain my GPA! Which isn't even that high to start with D:
But omg, last round of exams in RG, so hard to believe. And it'll be the last Science exams I'll take EVERRRRR. Which is the best thing ever (y)
But ah, I'm less stressed now than before, because I was bing really hard on myself. I guess there are some things which you are just no good at, and you have to accept that. I am really trying for my Sciences, just that it isn't working out. All I can do, is to work my ass off, study as hard as I can, so that even if my grades are shit in the end, I can just blame it on genes.
The only subject I did well for this time round is like SS. Thankfully thats ONE 4.0 which isn't dying. Phew. My English was so terrible.
WHY AM I SO STUPID.
Ah well. Oh, on my way back home, in the cab, I called Nikki!! After an incrediblyyy long time! I'm sososo thankful that I called her, was so great to hear her again. I love the way she sounds exactly the same, and its just like how it was before we went to secondary school. I guess thats the thing about best friends, you may not always feel like you're best friends, but no matter what, when you get back together, you'll feel like you never left <3
I miss her so much, its crazy. I remember when my inbox was always just floooooded with messages from her, and she emailed me so much when I was down with chickenpox, and all our fangirling sessions over Draco Malfoy.
Hahaha, I still get a very distinctive NIKKI feeling when I listen to 'When It Rains' which is one of my favourite songs ever btw (: HAHA and my head always whips around when I smell the citrusy Herbal Essence shampoo xD
Damn, I miss being best friends with you!