Hi (:

My name is Arathi and I'm pretty awesome.

Sixteen candles on the 20th March '11.

This blog is for my own personal ranting/whining/hypering, its not meant to offend anyone. If you don't like my blog, or what I write, you're free to leave.

Template by Elle @ satellit-e.bs.com
Banners: reviviscent
Others: (1 | 2)

Okay, I need more HP merchandise. I'm hopelessly hooked. I can't help it, they're all just so pretty *swoons* anyway, I need to start saving!! Gonna need about S$30-S$40 :O I CAN DO THIS.

If I manage to buy my merch, I'll have a snitch locket, a felix felicis locket (cause thats my pottermore username) and another pretty one. HAHA I'll post the pictures here once I actually order them (:

Okay, seriously,. I know I've mentioned it before, but I really love this song ahhh. Okay, I admit, my favourite version is the one by Simon and Garfunkel. I think this is like one of my favourite songs. Its such a soft, soothing song, at the same time, its message is so.. Painful. Well, its like mostly the folk song 'Scarborough Fair' which is basically someone telling his ex-lover to complete a series of impossible taks for him to take her back, which is  to say he never will. It kinda makes you wonder what she did in the first place.

And there's also this poem that comes in the song, its like softly sung in the background. Its written by Garfunkel, and its about war.

Its super nice okay, you should all go listen to it. Its my studying+sleeping song, I love how the guitar sounds in this, so beautiful. Yes. Very good song (y)

Haiyo, I feel damn hopeless for tomorrow's papers ehhh. Like really. Idk why also, I did study, but somehow I feel very unprepared D: D: I hate exams ohman. And EOYs are coming, scary shizz.

I can't wait for this year to end. At the same time, I don't want the next year to start D: what I really want right now, is a vacation. Like I just want to run away to some beautiful, unknown, quaint place in Europe, and live in some bookstore there. I want to read and read, and drink coffee, and take walks, and just be.

Sigh, have been studying the whole dayy D: so tired now. Like really sick and tired of paper. I don't even want to look at words now, and THAT'S bad. I really hope I do well for the papers tomorrow. I've studied hard, but somehow I don't feel very confident D: D:

I cannot afford to let my GPA drop ohman. I really worked hard to drag it up, and I cannot let it slip ahhh. So stressed. This year is really jampacked with work. Its like every corner I turn, I'm faced with some assessment or PT or performance or something of that sort. Not to say I hate this year, I quite like it actually. TONS better than last year. But yeah still. So much work D:

No, I actually don't think we're too young for love. I know you are all surprised cause I'm all conservative and prudish. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do think we're too young for a relationship, and it'll probably all screw up before too long.

But I don't think we're too young for love. Not the stupid, 'I like you from looking at your face for 5 seconds, and then I get over you and move on to my next victim' kind of love, cause that's just retarded mind you. But the 'Stupid smiles from just seeing your name on my phone, I look forward to talking to you at the end of every day, love everything about you, motivate each other' kind of love. It affects us so much, we shouldn't just brush it aside.

It does mean something. And I think for these kind of relationships when you're so comfortable with the other person, you've known each other for ages, and you wholly expect to see yourself with that person in 5-7 years time, it is love.

When you find something like this, savour it. Don't pursue it, just keep it at the comfortable, happy, slightly more than friends phase. If you're still having the same feeling when you're 20, go for it.

If you like a boy, its perfectly okay. Its natural, even at this age. And if you like someone, you should come and tell us, and your brother. BUT the guy you like should NEVER EVER know. You should never let it slip. Just be close friends. If he says something, just brush it off saying that you're too young and you shouldn't be discussing relationships now, but don't completely close the chapter. When you're 20+ and you both still have feelings for each other, go for it. We'll be here to support you also (: but if I find out that you and some boy are in a committed relationship now or something I WILL SKIN YOU.

And I was like okayyyyy? Super awkward omg ahahah. But yes, I think it made a lot of sense to me, and it made me super glad that they were being reasonable. They weren't expecting me to not have feelings at all, they were just expecting me to be mature about it, and not take rash decisions. Which is super reasonable in my pov.

But haha, seriously, can you imagine how awkward it will be for me to tell my parents that I like someone!? Worse still, can you imagine me telling my BROTHER? He'll just kill me. And the guy. He's already making death threats about my future boyfriends about how he will 'destroy' them. And 'bury' me. Sigh.

She crafted the most beautiful story of love and sacrifice. The most beautiful story of everlasting love, and of how love comes above all. She wrote about how a boy, from a whole other world, was giving to give up everything he had, for a girl who married someone else. Lily walked away and married James freaking Potter, but Severus never left. A story of a boy who never gives up, who holds on to love, through his darkest moments.

And seriously, Lily's Theme is the most gorgeous piece of music. I think it fits the whole situation so well, and it just makes me tear up like crazy everytime I hear it, its on repeat now, and my eyesight is all blurry. Its just stunning, the amount the emotion that is packed into it. Its one of those times where I wish I can just soak up in the story and the music, and just stay there and cry to myself. I don't think this kind of love can be found anywhere. Its my favourite scene evereverever. Like even beats The Notebook. Right up there.

I don't even have words to describe how much I feel for Severus. JKR did a brilliant job. I think the amount of pain and grief that she managed to bring through in one chapter is just phenomenal. I soak the pages with tears everytime I read that chapter. Its just hits me so much.

Okay, I'll post about INO some other day, but seriously. Now, I'm going to cry. Damn lost for chem ): and there's so much to rmb about the format and all ohgod. So stressed now ohgosh. Its 20%! What the shit la. I don't understand why this has more weightage than SPA. So retarded. We're just planning this, that one we're actually doing the whole thing what!! And I did well for thatttt. Nuuuuuu. I don't want to do badly for thissss. SO scared.

And got tamil also D: my tamil has been sucking big time this year. Like reallyreally. Ergh. I dowan it to pull down my grades, cause its lame.

I have to do better la seriously. Its like really important to me and my parents.

Fuck. Trouble at home again. Shitshitshit.

Okay, sooo I'm proud of myself today, cause I actually did work today!! Finished Mitosis and Meiosis. Omg, thank goddd. Still have Mendelian genetics left, which sucks. But ohwell. At least I did something (:

OH, forgot to say sth! Last thursday, during INO, we were waiting for the election speeches to start, so we were all like high and wasting time. So Deepa cames up to me, and asked me for my belt. So I was like okayyyy? Then she took it, made it into a rose and knelt down in front of me and gave it to me! HAHAHA SO FUNNY. And I was like awhhh, I love you too No7! Yay (: Deepa is so cute and funny ahah (: oh and kavimalar said that I inspired her the most in INO. And awh, I was really touched, but it was soooo awkward when she said it omg.

Hm, oh yes. There's thsi guy staying in my house now, think I mentioned him just now. Well, he's quite nice and funny, so I actually have entertainment at home now (:

OH, also, went to watch Larry Crowne today, cause my parents wanted to watch it. Hm, I quite liked the show, it was really funny (: and there's this SUPER cute part in the movie where Tom Hanks and Julia Roberts kiss outside her door, then after she goes in, she looks out through the peephole, and he's like dancing around crazily and jumping and stuff. SO CUTE AND FUNNY AHHHHH <3

Lalala, so yes. I'm happy now, today was a good day (:

Okay, I have many things to talk about today!!

Firstly, during CLE on Wednesday, some J1 seniors came back to talk to us about JC, and what to expect. Basically a lot of it was about guys. And hahaha, I think if any guys happened to be there, they would have been very distressed by the generalizations. But haha, it was pretty funneh (: although, I'm terrified of the prospect of JC, hearing really varied views, not really sure what to expect. I guess I should just go in with an open mind, and be happy in general. Sigh.

I'M GOING TO MISS 406 AHHH. Haha, cause I know a lot of people think we're a bimbo class and all, but we're a whole lot of fun. I love us so much seriously. I love how we sit around and talk about the randomest shit ever. And we're all weird, together. And we have hilarious people like Chanel and Clara Poa ahahah. I will miss them so much. Esp Chanel ohmygosh. And Amirah! I know I'll keep in touch with Nicole definitely. But I'm so worried about everyone else!! D: D:

Yesterday's inconvo was actually surprisingly fun! I think the guest speakers were really cool, and the topic was really interesting and kind of eye-opening! We're all so sheltered in RGS and all, and we're so unaware of the situation outside of our comfort zones. And omg, Mr Viswa was so cool. I can totally imagine him as a super good lecturer, he really made us consider a lot of things, and he is a REALLY good speaker :O so yes, fun (:

Today well. HARRY POTTERRRR. Ah, okay, I wasn't really upset about it being the last movie and all, because I honestly don't think this signals the end of HP, at all. Because HP will never ever end!! But ahh, everyone being depressed is just making me kinda sadddd D: And JKR made me cryyyyy.



AHHHH HEART PAIN. But yes, I will forever be making revisits to my favourite home (:

I love Harry Potter so much it hurts. I love everything about it. Like everything. The books, the characters, the movie cast, the wrock, the fanfiction, the fanart, the merchandise, the fandom. Everything. I am so proud to call myself a Potterhead. I lovelovelove HP, always have, always will.

AHHHH TEARING UP NOWWWWW.