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Okay so basically, there was this pyscho on tumblr, who was hating on LGBTs like you wouldn't believe. And she was spouting all kinds of nonsense. I was sooo mad, that I composed a message for her myself, using a stupid list that she came up with. And I really meant everything I said, so I'm just gonna post it here, in case there are some crazy psychos amongst you!

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01) Being gay is not natural- Who are you to question what's normal and what's not? You're not God, you never did and never will have the right to judge what's natural and what's not you bitch.

02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay - No it won't. It'll encourage people to be honest about themselves, it encourage people to be free to love who they want, it encourages openness and tolerance in the society.

03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior - Slippery slope dumbass. Maybe in the time you took to come up with a fucking blog filled with hatred and pessimism, you could have refined your arguments and realized that they are FUCKING FALLACIOUS.

04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn’t changed at all - Well yeah, slavery was around a long time too, how did that end up? Well, considering the psycho that you are, maybe you think slavery is good too. Just because something has been around a long time doesn't make it a good thing, and it doesn't make change a bad thing. Females were oppressed for an awfully long time, but its only because of change that we've reached this point in time.

05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed - Why!? Marriage will always be marriage, and love will always be love. If straight people are going to feel that marriage and love is going to be threatened by LGBTs, maybe marriage isn't all that.

06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children - Yeah well, this doesn't make gay marriages invalid. There are plenty of children without a family, and without homes, and I'm sure gay/lesbian parents will makes great parents.

07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children - This is completely fallacious please. Who told you this!?! Sexual orientation is a matter of personal opinion. If your logic is so infallible, how is it that straight parents can raise homosexual children then! And I swear, these people will be 38956839725629 times the parent you'll ever be, crazy bitch. You'll raise them with notions of hatred and intolerance. I hope you never have children, so that innocents can be spared from your moronic, pointless, completely inane ideas.

08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion - Who's asking you to be gay bitch!? Nobody needs your preaching tyvm. I'm sure God can fight his own battles, there's no need for you to do it for him.

09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home - What about single parents!? Tom Cruise, Barack Obama, Michael Phelps are just some of the people who had single parents. Your premise doesn't stand loser.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms - Well, maybe it can without crazyass psychos like you.

I just want to say that I hate you. You are spreading so much of pain with your completely ridiculous, illogical and frankly stupid ideas. There's no reason why you should involve yourself in the lives of these people. They already have a hard time, you don't need to make it worse. You have absolutely NO RIGHT to hate on them, tell their parents, or judge them. You know why?

You know why you get so much hate mail? It because what you give is what you get. I hope you do read through every single message you get, and realize that they are all completely heartfelt.

I cannot imagine you with a family, please don't procreate. We don't need anymore people like you.

Just fuck off to some lonely corner of the world, and sit there, cradling your foolish ideas to your chest, because at the end of the day? Thats all you'll ever have. I don't know how many lives you're going to ruin, how many lives you're gonna take, but they'll all come back to get you.

And since you're so religious, what happened to 'Love thy neighbour' huh?

Ergh. You are such a terrible person, I don't even have enough words to express it. How do you live with yourself?

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So yes, this is how I feel. Oh and the hilarious thing is, she deleted her tumblr like 5 mins after I sent her that message. But she already had like thousands of people writing to her, telling her how awful she is, so welllllll.

[Edit]

Okay, yes I know this message sounds very mean. And I feel terrible now. But I was just so mad, because she really is evil. Sigh. I am such a bitch. 

Haha, yes, you read right, I do have a smiley face up there :D believe it or not, I'm actually kind of happy to be back at school! I guess its just nice to be back to the familiarity and order of school. Was so great seeing familiar faces, missed everyone like crazy! HAHA, was so great to be sitting with Amirah and Chanel again.

They are the bestest tablemates ever! :D They're both hilarious. Really they are. And I guess I've gotten closer to Amirah, and they just make class and school so much more bearable (:

I've always had great tablemates actually! :D

I guess with Nicole, its when I really got close to her. All our sneaky notes to each other with gossip and HTHTs scrawled on them are one of my favourite memories in RG. I think definitely, Nicole is one of the best things that has ever happened to me <3

I realise I haven't blogged about her in a while, because we weren't as close as usual last term. Nothing happened of course, I guess its just cause we're busy, and we sit so far away from each other now. And because she never comes on MSN nowadays :D but anyway, got withdrawal symptoms from her during hols. Was so happy when we talked on MSN the other day dearie. I'm sososo glad tat you're still confiding in me. Its just greatgreatgreat that even though we have periods of inactivity, I always know that you've got my back, and you know I've got yours. I love you sososo much, I really, and I'm crazy protective. Besties for life babe <3 Oh, and it was so fun flooding your FS today! Except if my bro sees it, we're both screwed HAHA. Argh, I'm missing you already! Okay, going to come disturb you during free block tomorrow! :D I LOVE YOU NICOLEE <3 <3 <3

Haha, okay I know a lot of people coughamirahcough think Pottermore is lame, but its notttttt. Then again, I don't find anything HP related lame so welllllll. Thursday night was so exciting hahaha! As you all can see from the post below, I was crazily counting down, and watched the video breathlessly with millions of HP fans around the world, very magical experience (JKR LOOKS SO CLASSY AND ELEGANT ILY JKR)

After that I tried to log into Pottermore for 6 and a half hours. No kiddding. I was just clicking on the stupid submit email button again and again.

HP FANS CRASHED POTTERMORE ON THE FIRST DAY. Haha epic win.

Was hilarious actually. Because everyone was complaining on Tumblr, and all these hilarious GIFs were coming up. Super GPOY. My dashboard was flooded with Pottermore :D and I went on Omegle to scream in frustration. I found another tumblr user who was also frustrated over Pottermore. What are the odds right! :D Anyway, fell asleep, and then woke up in the morning.

First thing I did was to submit my email on Pottermore, and IT WORKED. Adter 12 and a half hours ohmygoodness. What is wrong with me. Sigh.

I was also very sick. My throat hurt like asdfghjkl. So went to the clinic with my bro, he was making me laugh (very painful, not recommended when you have sore throat) inside the clinic, and everyone was giving us bitchy looks HAHA. Went home, and promptly got a fever. But my bro wasn't at home, he had to go out. So I whined and groaned to myself. Fell in and out of sleep, pretty much delirious. Took my temperature, was 39.4 :O when my parents FINALLY came home, they went a little cuckoo.

And I was just so restless and frustrated and angry at the world, because I was so damned uncomfortable. So what did I do? I started bawling.

Ergh.

Parents naturally freaked out a bit more. Fed me, then made me sleep. Apparently I was moaning at night also. HAHA, I'm such a horrible sick person. My dad didn't get any sleep last night D:

My cousin sister called me today to laugh at me. Apparently my mum told her that I was crying -.- sighh.

I should stop being soooo emotional seriously. Crying wayyy too much nowadays. Everything also want to cry.

If I didn't know enough about my nonexistent sex life, I'd think I was pregnant. 

ONE HOUR TWENTY MINUTES LEFT TILL JKR'S BIGGGGG ANNOUNCEMENT. I'M DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

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29 MINUTESSSSSSS.

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3 MINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

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OKAY EXCITED. The animation for the video was soooooo pretty omg. AHHH I'M FREAKING EXCITED NOW OMGGGGGGGGG.

I love tumblr heeeeeee.

AH, trying my best to submit my email. I NEED TO BE ONE OF THE 1 MILLION FANS. BUT I CAN'TTTTTT.

OKAY I JUST FINISHED HUNGER GAMES BOOK ONE. I AM FANGIRLING SO HARD NOW AHH. OKAY GOING TO READ BOOK 2 NOWNOWNOWNOW.

[EDIT]

Okay, so I just finished the 3 books, its a trilogy. Hm. I think the first book was the best by a mile. The rest were not too bad la. Although I really loved the 'Hanging Tree' poem. So hauntingly beautiful. And I was rooting for Peeta the whole way, so was happy at the end HAHA.

Although I didn't want so many people to die la walou. SIGH.

Oh, had a strange dream yesterday. Was disturbing, had me thinking for a good while today once I woke up. 

HAHA, okay well, I was reading up on universities and admission requirements and all. I think I'm going to go for an undergrad in ENGLISH at NUS yay (: I looked at the curriculum and all, and it seems heavenlyyy (: I might major in English and minor in Communications. I think. Hm, was looking at the admission criteria, and they're not THAT difficult. To qualify for FASS, the 10th percentile has people with ABBB which isn't what I'm aiming for at all. Lets all aim for straight As yeah? Must mug like crazy. Anyway, they don't have ANY prerequisites on what to take. At all. Which is really strange. But yeah, there's an English test that you have to pass to qualify for the course.

Ah, must first decide on what subject combi I'm gonna take in JCCCC. SO hard omgosh.

So its like:

1. Chemistry
2. Maths
3. ELL!
4. ?!

And I heard that history is really hard. But I don't mind taking History laaa. And I kind of suck at Lit, dunno if its the teacher or what. But I don't mind alsooo. I think I'll just fail at Econs, so no Econs for me! Bio, argh. Really dowan to take Bio. Didn't take Geog in Sec 3 and 4.

So basically I think I'll be taking either history or lit. But is this combination even possible!? Cause its doubles or whatever? If cannot then howwwww.

Argh. I wish I can just skip ahead to UNIIIIIII. 

Hm, was just thinking about how incredible it'd be if everyone in the world had a blog, which they regularly update. Because I realised that I blog about almost everything thats important to me on here, and people can easily get into the mess that I call my mind, just through this medium. And I just wish that I could get the same sneak peek into other people's minds too you know?

Like not even in relation to me or my influence on their lives, just you know to see how they're doing. I miss some people so very much, I really do. I wish I can just whisk them away for a day or too, and listen to everything they have to say, about everything I've missed in the times when we weren't together. I genuinely want to know how they're doing and all, and I just wish there was some other medium I can know that from. Sigh.

I have soo much homework dayummmmm. 

OKAY I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I AM IN A LOVE TRIANGLE. ME CALIBRE AND STANZA.

IF YOU LIKE READING ON YOUR MOBILE DEVICE, PLEASE FIND OUT WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. I THINK I COULD JUST FLY NOW.

SIGHH. THE JOYS OF TECHNOLOGY.

[EDIT]

Okay, I shall try and make more sense heh. Basically, because I'm poor, I read lots of my books online, that is using PDF files la. And it has always kind of irked me how the formats are always so inconsistent. And sometimes they're so ugly D:  and of course the never ending problem of not being able to lug it around. Like today, I was squinting at my iPod the entire way to tuition, to try and read my guilty pleasure (ie the private series) because I was stuck on a cliffhanger and because I was bored. I think I  made myself cross eyed. And I was reallyyy wishing for a Kindle. Then I came home and got pissed by all the annoying ePub formats that everything seemed to be in.

Then I realie that ePub is the most amazing thing to ever happen to mankind. Other than books that is. It basically reformats your text, PDF or whatever other format, so that it fits nicely when you read on your device. And you get to personalise it and all on STANZA, which is currently my favourite app yay (: then I felt sad because all my other ebooks are in PDF right. But I discovered CALIBRE, which is this super awesome FREE software that converts other formats into ePub so you can read it on your device.

SO END RESULT BEING YOU CAN READ YOUR EBOOKS ON THE GO ON YOUR DEVICES WITHOUT STRAINING YOUR EYES.

I'm so happy now I could cry ahhh.

I really love technology. 

Okay, today was another emotionally draining day for me.

Lemme start from yesterday though. Went for Kung Fu Panda 2 with my brother and cousin sister yesterday night for HER BIRTHDAY. Happened to bump into Sumitra there! Was such a pleasant surprise, so happy to see her. The movie was so funny haha. THE BABY PANDA WAS SO INSANELY CUTE AHHH <3 okay anyway, Angie came along too! Was fun (:

Today, overslept. Like a toot. Ah, reached home at like 2, why was I even expecting myself to wake up, god knows. Anyway, woke up late, went to the gym with my brother and Angie. Had a HTHT with her, gave me a lot of things to think about la seriously. About how blessed I am and all. Sigh.

Then on the way back home, I, being my stupidstupidstupid self, blurted out rubbish. Then my brother got a bit :O then kind of scolded me. I think I made Angie sad also. And I started crying.

Why am I so strange? I will never know. I seriously started bawling in the middle of Clementi ahhh. Then my brother was like hugging me and like 'Arathi, why are you crying? Arathi, nonono, I didn't mean to scold you! Stop cryinggg'. And I wouldn't. Ah, I was a wreck. Anyway, after receiving strange looks from a LOT of passersby, I finally composed myself. Went into Fairprice to buy milk for Angie, then me and my brother left to take bus. Then my brother told me earth-shattering news. Seriously. I was going to faint.

But did I? Noooooo. I started crying. AGAIN. On the bus! Of all things. Why am I so cuckoo I will never know. Sigh. Its just really difficult to find out certain things you never even guessed okay! Ahhhh.

Anyway, now I'm really tired. Had a long, emotionally exhausting day today sigh. 

Had an annoying dream now I'm freaking grouchy rawr >(

Feel like breaking a plate. Like hurling it at my wall.

I HATE PEOPLE. 

Okay, I have to blog about this. Hm. I just started listening to Panic! At The Disco after wanting to for a really long time. Well. I think the videos are incredibly creepy and frightening, although the guy is quite hot in a really dangerous psychotic kind of way. Intense eyes (: and some of the songs are awfully sexual. Like Lying is The Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off. Woah, longest song title ever. But that song is incredibly sexual.

But I do love the songs. Because firstly, I like the music. I've always like the creepy circus music thing. Its.. Nice. Like in "I Won't Tell"! :D but yeah. And I think the language used in the songs are beautiful. Very poetic and.. Old time? I don't know how to explain. Its very archaic in a while, beautiful choice of words. Like in New Perspective, the words are very capturing. And the themes they choose are very interesting.

And they're just plain fun to listen to. They're deep, you have to take the initiative to interprete the meanings of the songs, they're well crafted. The songs are pretty brilliant, everything is intricately woven, with word plays and caustic humour.

Overall, yes, I am a fan of Panic! :D

Recommended (: Although, people with weak hearts may not want to watch the music videos. Esp Build God Then We'll Talk, which is SUPER creepy/disturbing/sexual. Yes, the rest are also weird and scary. But the songs are fine (: 

Had gastric in the morning because as usual my eating schedule screwed up yesterday sigh ): so couldn't go for INO ): but it went away towards the afternoon, so went out with Benita. First went to Sumitra's house to surprise her and to give her a BIG hug, because she's been going through a tough time. Was gonna surprise her with lunch, but wonderful Benita decided to be late, and then Sumitra saw me and it was screwed ): ohwellll. Was still fun cause I got to give her a hug, then went up slacked in her house for a while, left at 3.30, went to Funan to fix Benita's iPod. 

AHHH okay, just watched HP7 Part2 trailer!! Very lag, yes I know. Excitedddd now. The introductory music, the sad version of Hedwig's Theme was just asdfghjkl seriously. Super heartbreak. I cannotcannot wait for Snape's memory. I think I'll just sob until I soak my clothes through. I cried so hard when I read it ahhh. My ultimate favourite chapter! It was when I fell in love with Severus. The dark knight, the obsidian blade.

HARRY POTTER <3

Argh. This is so frustrating. I feel like I'm losing contact with some of my friends. It sucks when I know she's going through a tough time, but I have no idea how to help, because I'm not in the loop. Sigh. How things change right? One second, you're so close that I call you everyday, and I go over to your house like nobody's business, and the next? I see you a couple of times a year, and I have to hear about your problems from facebook and mutual friends.

Nobody's to blame I guess, just how things pan out. Sigh.

This sucks. 

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DRACO MALFOY! YOU ARE NOW 31 YEARS OLD!

Too old? Nah. 

Hey guys (you  know, I always wonder who I'm actually addressing when I say this) sorry bout the really lag posting. Holidays tend to make me lazy ><

Anyway, my hols have been pretty happening (: yay. Monday was just me sleeping and slacking. Tuesday, I left home and headed for Downtown East! Just walked around and wasted time on Tuesday. On Wednesday, my relatives and I went to Wild Wild Wet. Haha, I swear, no matter how many times you go, that place is always fun (: had a really good time there, got thoroughly wettttt (: went on the scary thing, the u-shaped slope thing, got scared out of my wits, then went again (: Left at around 5+ went back and showered just in time for my bro's friends to arriveee!

After that was just hectic BBQing hahaha. It was actually really good! One of the best BBQ food I've had yet (:

My parents left around 11, and my relatives went to bed at arnd 11+ also. Then we all acted like we were going to sleep, then snuck out after that. HAHA, we were sitting outside talking the wholeee night. In fact I got 0 hours of sleep the entire night (: OH and drunk guys are hilarious. We were just laughing and being retarded the whole night. The guys with all their sickkkk jokes and their retardedness seriously made my month. SO ENTERTAINING.

Anyway, we played Nasi Lemak, Charades.. Then we watched a Hindi movie and Justin Annae just made fun of the entire thing and made me die. When we looked at the clock, it was like 9 in the morning!!! Major :O moment seriously. So we all showered and left.

Went for INO after that, supposed to go Far East to drink bubble tea, but we were all too tired to go hahaha. Went home with Alagu..

All in all, a very fun 2 days!! :D

Hm, my relatives left today. Just came back from the airport. Well, if you have been in contact with me recently, you should know that they are a MAJOR PAIN IN THE ASS. Like seriously. They just came here to make my life living hell I swear. But yeah, now that they're gone, I feel a bit sad. Miss my cousins a little. They can be quite cute when they're not being psychotic. But ohwell, at least I have my room to myself again, thank god.

Gonna watch some movie now then head on to bedddd. Night (:

Seriously though, WHO AM I TALKING TO HERE.