; you'll always be my thunder
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Annoying shit.
Monday, February 14, 2011 || 8:32 PM
My mum is being so annoying seriously. She is like nagging and complaining and just plain being mean to me all the bloody time. I mean seriously wtf la. I had work to do on the laptop, and the charger was with my bro so I couldn't start work until my brother came home. So I was like slacking for like 30 mins, with music on my phone, then she came and started being all bitchy and told me to give her my phone. wtfffff. I was like -.- whatheshit is your problem!? then I was so irritated. And my brother came home quite late, then just when I started on my work, she wanted me to go and eat. Then she was like sucking up to me, cause there were guests over. I was seriously like -.-!!! then after they left, she told me to sweep the house, but I still had a hell lot of work left, so I asked my brother to help me, and we were like having a mock argument. Then my mum, being a bitch, came out and asked me to give the broom to her, and was bitching to my dad asking why I couldn't do it myself blabla. I mean seriously, not even her business la! I was asking my brother to do only right. What the shit is her problem. And its not cause I'm lazy, its cause I have work to do, and my brother was free. I mean, when he is doing work, I do the stuff right.
Its so annoying. I mean, its like after my brother started studying properly and stuff, they've been breathing down my back and complaining about how I'm such a slacker and stuff. I mean, I am making an effort okay! I have done more Math homework in the past 1 month than the whole of last year. I am trying, and you just don't see it cause you're either not at home, or you're talking to my bro. I mean, I think they'll just die if they don't act like one of their children is the biggest disappointment ever. Its so irritating.
I'm just sick and tired of it all. I try to be optimistic, I try to be hardworking, and its like nobody appreciates it. Parents should seriously learn to be more motivating, instead of just finding fault and irritating the shit out of their children all the time. A little praise and appreciation won't kill someone you know.
They seriously need to start appreciating me. I know I may not be the ideal daughter, I have issues too, but they don't see how much I'm giving up so that I don't upset/disappoint them. They don't see the sacrifices I make.
Its just so bloody obvious that everybody loves my brother more.
Ergh.
|| 6:23 AM
The weekend is over ew. I'm so tired and completely unprepared for a whole new week of school ): and today is Valentines Day. FOREVER ALONE HEH. Haha ohwell, I don't need a guy to make me happy(: and the right one will come along soon enough I hope xD
Okay gonna go listen to 'Haven't Met You Yet' by Michael Buble, in efforts to make myself feel better xDDDD
PUCK LOVELOVE
Wednesday, February 09, 2011 || 9:21 PM
AHHH I LOVE PUCKKKKK <3 HE IS SO AWESOME.
Puck: What is this place? *looks around worriedly*
Lauren: The library! Haven't you been in here before?!
*Puck shakes his head confusedly*
I LOVE HIM HE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER AHH.
Peak
Monday, February 07, 2011 || 11:20 PM
Wow, I think this is a good time for me right now. Like lifewise. Things are great with friends, my batch, and I've healed and moved on finally. Schoolwise, I'm working harder, still not enough but its a step. Familywise, its all good. Seeing my brother a lot, getting closer and all. I go out once in a while too. Its all good and I just thought once in a while, I should blog about the good things in my life.
I knew 2011 was gonna be a good year.
TODAY!
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 || 11:47 PM
Haha, today was a fun day!! :D yay(: in the morning, well, the morning didn't really exist cause I woke up late xD in the afternoon, anyway, we had our first ever ICS SHOW COMMITTEE MEETING! And it was held in my house, and was surprisingly productive!! Shocking, yes I knowww. But well, we did a decent amount of work, laughed a hell lot, and had fun(:
After that, in the evening after everyone left, I went with my brother and his friends! Just came back actually! Uhh, with my bro, Kc, Sangithah, Santhea and their cousin Hari.. Was super fun cause I was laughing my head off most of the time xD went to Vivo to collect my brother's jeans which were given for alteration then headed on to The Cheese Prata shop for dinner!! :D was super epic and fun! And it was so great that they all treated me like family throughout the whole thing. Even Hari, whom I met for the first time today, was like super funny and nice and stuff.. And the car rides were epiccc with all the shouting and singing and stuff. Hahaha, it was so fun yay!
And its just nice, cause these are the genuinely nice, innocent kind of people! I mean, yeah, they look a bit gangster and stuff, but they're all really nice people, with like no ulterior motives, which is something reallyreally hard to find. Something which is almost nonexistent in Indian Indians. Seriously, its like I'm immediately inducted into the family of sorts even though its my first time meeting them! And like I'm introed as their cousin sister and stuff and its all just really sweet(: the sharing food is just so awhhhh. They're such nice people ahhhhh.
Should get a local boyfriend man! With this kind of super nice friendly happy-go-lucky kind of family. Will be so awesome. Instead of the annoying Maamiyar shit. Ergh.
Today was a great day(:
